Yesterday I realized that TIME is the most precious thing on this earth. I saw my friends' little siblings all grown up. I saw a mother of 90+ years outlive her daughter. I listened to my friends talking about what they have planned for their future. I hear parents talking about retirement! And I saw a tombstone of a mother that died at a young age and how fast 10 years went by since the last time I saw her. From these experiences I remembered that TIME IS FAST; it never stops; it keeps going, and you can never go back.

And with the earthquake happening two days ago, it made me think about my life a lot. If that earthquake was the indication that it was the end of the world, I'd be freaking out! I'm hearing things like theres going to be a tsunami within 20 years and it's going to turn California into an island, and in 3o years we're supposed to have an earthquake of 6.8. How scary is that?!

So I guess realizing how much little time we have left, we should always live everyday like it's our last. But how do we do that? We can't just leave our priorities and do exciting things out of the whim. So what do we do?

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HMM what else happened today...I was at work and my manager's friends came. First impression: UHHH. ahaha but they seemed like cool cats once I started talking to them. I started making chit chat with one of his friends. We talked about the main stuff: what school does he go to, what does he want to do with his life. My manager's friends leave.. and a few mintues a later he asks me what I thought about his friend (the guy i was making chit chat with) and I said, "Yeah he seems like a nice guy.. why?" "Oh because he wanted me to see what you thought about him, and he told me to give you his number" I said.. "Uhh.. it's okay I can get his number on my own" ahahaha

but i dont trust these guys.. they seem like theyd get me involved in a gang... ahahah jk .. but eh. flattering but ... eeeeeeeeh. ahhaahh

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Why is it hard to accept things aren't going to work out? Why can't I just let go? Why do I always look for the good in something or someone?????


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to: you

why can't you just get the hint, you idiot.

OH what else do I need to update on

Here's a gist of what happened when I went to San Diego

I got hit on by the train conductor
I was picked up by Maria Demoret's brother, Michael and friend Will
We watched The Dark Knight
Woke up late, and went to Coronado Central Beach
Went to Poway and met Maria's cousins.
At night we hung out with Ryan Nebreja.
Supposedly he's a legend down there.
Maria, Ryan, and I drove around the city, and finally stopped at The Tea Station.
Went to some guy's house for a party that we didn't even go into.
Maria called someone a crazy bitch and that someone heard her. ahaha
We slept over at her cousin's house that night.
The next day we went to a ski beach.
I SKIIIIED! IT WAS FUN
At night we went to a surprise party.
At that party, Maria and I were mad dogged by some Messycans.


the end!

my husband

Last night, I met the love of my life! ahaha He was tall, light, and handsome. His beard looked glorious, and all I can do was admire and smile at him :)

And.. his name is Cameron. And you know how I know that? He payed with a credit card. ahahahahahaha

Fuh, Im a stalker :(

Good Luck

So lately I have been really stressed about money. Every time I gain money, I lose it in a matter of hours because I have to pay for unnecessary things! Everything that we want to do like drive around, get something to eat, go out with friends, find parking, costs so much money! And it doesn't help when you don't have a job.

Since I have returned from the Philippines, I have been applying for jobs. Considering that I applied to so many places, one would think that I would get a call back from at least ONE store. Unfortunately, none of the stores have called me back.

But after stressing out so much and complaining about not getting any call backs, who knew that yesterday would be my lucky day.

Yesterday, I debated whether I should swim or apply to more jobs; I decided to apply for more jobs. Yesterday I decided to wear the Jesus bracelet Trixie gave to me. Yesterday Nanny wished me good luck. And yesterday I became the new employee of CeFiora, an Italian gelato store in Downtown Fullerton.

I stepped into the store and waited my turn to be assisted. I asked the man working if they were hiring. He said, "I'm sorry we're not. We have so many applicants." With disappointment I said, "Oh, okay." "BUT...," he said, "they are all friends of the employees. The reason why I wouldn't want to hire them is because if they work together they wont work; they'll just fool around." As my eyes beamed with hope he continued, "Are you friends with anyone here?" "Oh no no no," I replied. "Okay good. Do you go to school?" "Yeah I start this fall at CSUF." "Perfect because I think we might one more position. Can you start training on Monday?" "YES!"


I don't know if God heard me the night before, but he definitely answered my prayers. :) ahaha

:D lame story ahahahah, but hey, I AM HAPPY